Well the rest of my weekend was pretty uneventful, i ended up with a killer headache and went to bed early Sat as well as last night. There have been pretty big storms around and my Master thinks my headaches are linked to them, they most likely are with the pressure changes with storms, i'm hoping they decide to move out soon!
Yesterday was really hot and the sun was quite strong. Knowing i don't do well with the sun i made sure to cover myself and hide from it. i did well, all accept one small area, i hadn't paid enough attention to realize it was out in the sun, so it burnt. i knew i was going to be in trouble. After being home for about 3 hours, i realized it was burnt and then also realized my son had gotten quite a burn as well. He did have sunblock on but he was in the water most of the day so it really didn't help any. i'm really upset with myself for that.
This morning i was up fairly early so got my exercise early and hopped in the shower and got ready for work. i logged in and Master was on so we started talking, i told him about my burn and also about my son. i was just really upset about it as i am the parent, i KNOW better and should have taken more precautions. Master said i was going to be punished for burning his skin and i nodded in silence. The guilt of my son's burn and of burning Master's skin overtook me and i cried, though i hadn't asked permission to. The tears were already rolling down my chin when i said i was sorry to my Master for shedding his diamonds without permission. i know that when that happens, when it hits me quickly, all i need to do is ask and i would likely be given permission. So, here i was, 10 minutes into my morning and in trouble twice! Not a good start, i will not be going for a third that's for sure!
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