Under the Weather

The past week has not been a good one for me, i've been struggling with headaches, tummy aches, neck aches.. on and on, so i won't bore you with the details. Basically i think its mostly down to stress, everyday stress though my life seems to have a lot more of it than it ever has and i'm more than ready for a break from it. Master and i have joked about getting the gun and putting me out of my misery, thankfully, Master has decided he's put too much time and effort into me to kill me...lol
Anyways, the weekend is going to be hectic for me and Master is going away next week, so this is likely my last blog until his return. i don't doubt that Master going away has at least a little to do with how i'm feeling. Contact will be very minimal at best if at all, so that of course has me in a bit of a state, though i know i shouldn't be. i had to laugh when talking to my best friend the other day, i said "you know, if you'd have told me a few years ago, i'd be upset or in a state about a man leaving for a week, i'd have told you you were crazy!" She laughed and agreed. But it is different really, he isn't just a man, he is my Master, and that is so much more... smiles.  In the time he is away, i am hoping that all my "issues" will clear up and i will be back in good shape for him and be a little more productive than i have been as of late.