For some, the word strapped calls an immediate image to mind, but for me, what it means is that i am strapped open, instead of being locked up.
Yesterday Master and i experimented with straps and found that with a little modification, i could use some bands to pull my rings to the side, spreading my lips apart and leaving my cunt open and exposed. So today Master has me wearing jeans and strapped open. Being strapped open is a bit odd for me, since i am used to being either locked up or just left unlocked. In this case, with the jeans, as i walk or sit, i can feel the seam of the jeans rub against my clit. It is a pleasurable albeit odd sensation..lol The material is rough against my clit, but not in a hurtful way. i am definitely more aware of my cunt and the fact that i am open for use by anyone that should want it and i can't reasonably turn anyone down when i am left open. Because of this, it has left me feeling a little on the vulnerable side. i think however, if i was not at work, where the chance of me being fucked was slim, i would feel even more vulnerable and likely nervous.
Master has set a task for me today, and that is to find a pic of a cock that i would like to use me and fuck me. i joked and asked if he could show me his so i could get a pic, he laughed and said no, and i knew he meant other than him. After i find the pic, i am to masturbate and cum imagining that cock using me, then report to my Master why i would want that cock and how hard i came while thinking of being used by it.
Master has held off my orgasms since i have not been feeling well, but the storm front seems to have moved on and taking with it my headaches.. yay! He told me last night that i would be feeling better today and that my level of hornyness would return... i would have to say once again he is right, though i never doubted it...lol
So i am off in my search of a cock.. wish me luck..grins
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