Well my little holiday is over, back to reality. Was gone far too long with no internet and limited phone service, was not a happy time. Add to that and incredibly stressful and irritating family gathering, i was ready to come home the day after i got there!
The best part of coming home was being able to finally see and talk to my Master on cam, oh how i missed him. Yes he was there on my phone when i had service and we spoke often enough, but it was such short convos i felt a little detached. Master was wonderful in keeping me in good spirits in spite of what was going on around me.
Coming home though, meant i had to get back on routine and i blew it the first day. After being on the road for about 14 hours, i finally arrived home exhausted, put my son to bed and set my alarm knowing i had to get up and exercise. Especially since i knew the scales were not going to be good in the morning. i had spoken with Master off and on through out the day, and if i had asked if i could sleep in, he likely would have allowed it given the situation. But i was sure i'd fine and didn't ask. The next morning, my eyes flew open and looked at the clock that was playing away... it was after 7:00 am... omg. i jumped up and rushed around logged on my phone since my computer was taking forever. Had to get my son up and ready and i had to get myself to work all the time knowing i was in trouble for not being up when i should have been.
Master was on when i logged on my phone, i quickly tried explaining what was going on and he patiently waited for me to log on the computer. He calmly asked what had happened and i said, i'm sorry i slept right through the alarm. He did understand but because i didn't have permission i still had to be punished. i was sent to get a carabiner and instructed to put it through my rings and to wear it all day, no knickers. As it clipped on, i could feel the weight of it pulling on my rings, its size making it less manageable than the lock. The carabiner he said, was placed there as a reminder to me of the things i need to do and be more aware of my tasks. i got off lightly and i know it and thanked him for his understanding.
With that done, we talked a little before i had to dash off. All day i was grumpy and tired. So fed up with everything and just wanted to go home and hide under my covers. Well what i really wanted to do was to either curl up at my Master's feet, or lay on my pillow gently suckling and block out the rest of the world.
Last night Master told me i could take a long bath before bed, but to take his cock with me and to gently fuck for a while and to feel my Master making love to me, then fuck hard and fast and i would feel my Master's love wash over me as i came very hard. i knew that the with the extra emotions i had running through me, that in feeling his love like that i would cry, so i asked my Master permission to shed diamonds for him, which he granted.
After putting my son to bed, i crawled in the tub with my Master's cock, used it as instructed and came very hard and as i did, the tension of the holiday and the irrational emotions i had been feeling where swept away in a flood of diamonds. i lay there cumming and crying saying over and over "i love you Master". i reluctantly got out of the tub, dried off and crawled into my bed, i lay on my pillow for only a short while before sleep over took me. The last thoughts through my mind were of my Master and just how much i love him.
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