So the "pleasure" scented pillow didn't do its trick last night, kinda makes you wonder if he noticed...lol, although he seemed to sleep well. my night ended with putting my son to bed and taking a hot bath trying to rid myself of the headache i had all day.
Today has been really busy at work but am actually looking forward to my days off, even though i know they will be hectic. Maybe by Monday, i'll have some semblance of order back in my life... ha! who am i trying to kid. In talking to my Master today, it occurred to us that both our lives have been non stop since about Sept of last year, with various crisis popping up on us. We both desperately need a break from it.
i am glad though however things are slowing for my Master, though we both know when it hits a lull, that's when disaster seems to strike and he has to jump to the rescue at work, so we will see how long it lasts for him, i'm hoping that history doesn't repeat itself and he can actually finally have some breathing room.
my Master is hoping to visit a friend of his in the near future and that has me in a bit of a funk. Don't get me wrong, i'm very happy for him to get the break and its not like every time he goes away, i feel the need to be there. But it is past the time we were supposed to be together, and his friend will have his girl with him, and i just want to be there. To interact with another couple in the lifestyle, it would be quite a lot of fun i would think. Him being away like that just brings home the fact that as it stands now, i have no idea whatsoever when i will be able to get away. Master always says that opportunities have a way of presenting themselves, and i know he is right, but right now, its hard to see the light at the end of this horrible tunnel.
Who knows, maybe i'll win the lottery or something and then i can do as i please...lol, yeah yeah i know, fat chance... but a girl's gotta have dreams!
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