Well this morning didn't start out so well, woke with a killer migraine so am just plugging along to get through the day. Since concentration isn't high on my list of functions today, i'll pass my time thinking back to the first time i met with my Master.
We had been together for about 5 months when the chance to see each other came about. It was all planned out and things came together. We spoke often about things that would happen, what i was to pack and how i was expected to greet him for the first time. As the days up to the meeting passed, my excitement and anxiety rose. He had seen me several times via internet chat, but i always feared that meeting him in person would be different, and i lacked the confidence in myself to be able to perform and act as expected. Having a very low self image, i was terrified that once he saw me in person, that he may change his mind about me. Yes again, he has seen me on cam, but sometimes cam can hide things, like a ripple here and there, a few stretch marks from carrying my son, things like that. i know i'm not the first girl to have a low self image, but when its happening to you, its the worst thing in the world. You some how seem to not see the same flaws in others as you have, in that instance, we are our own worst enemy.
Anyways, the day came to leave and i was terrified. i boarded the plan with a friend of mine, she knew exactly what was going on and was very happy for me. She talked to me to help me calm and the drink on the second flight helped a bit...lol We landed and were headed to the hotel where as it was planned, i would meet my Master the following day, because we were getting in late. i phoned my Master to tell him we were on our way and he said plans have changed, i think my heart stopped for a moment, of course thinking the worst. But it was for the better. The plan now was for me to get to the hotel and prepare myself, our friends would meet and go out to a bar together, to give us time alone. i was so excited, but then again the fear reared its ugly head.
We got to the hotel, unpacked and my friend got ready to leave. My hands shaking i prepared myself as i had been instructed to. i showered quickly to freshen up from the long day, put on my corset, collar and cuffs, laid out the items i was told to, unlocked the door, and got onto the bed on all fours, facing away from the door and waited. i was concentrating on controling my breathing and my entire body was shaking, my eyes shut tight, i could hear every sound, though barely over the sound of my heart pounding in my head. Then i heard it... the key in the door and i took one final deep breath, letting it out slowly, i was ready....
As luck would have it, the stupid key card for the door didn't work! So i had to get off the bed, open the door just enough, then reposition myself.... talk about an ice breaker...lol Master stood outside the door for a few minutes, just long enough to let my nerves work themselves back up again. Then i heard him open the door and walk in. As instructed, i kept my eyes closed tight, slowed my breathing and hoped he couldn't see my body shaking, though i think the bed was moving...lol
Master then slowly walked around the bed, his face was an inch from my ear, his breath hot against it, he blew softly, then i felt his breath against my shoulder, working his way around my body, his hot breath causing goose bumps to rise on my flesh. During this time he spoke not a word, nor did he touch me, my body was screaming to be touched, my mind a whirlwind of emotions, a constant struggle to keep my composure and do as i had been instructed.
Finally, after what seemed hours, i felt a heat near my lips, eyes still closed, i wasn't sure what it was, then a scent filled my nose and my heart lept, it was the sweet scent of precum, his cock was only a breath away from my lips, then contact! My heart leapt to finally feel my Master against my skin, i heard a moan escape from my lips as he ran the tip of his cum soaked cock around my lips, coating them. i resisted the urge to lick my lips, as i was told i was not allowed, but i wanted to taste him so much!! Then he ordered me to open both my eyes and my mouth, opening both quickly, i looked up semi smiling to my Master, he too was smiling down to me as he put his cock into my mouth, i was so eager to suck him. Then came the hardest words i've heard "No sucking pleasure, just hold still" my stomach jerked and i thought, omg, how can i not! i have waited months for this and its finally here and i can't!
Instantly i could feel the heat of his cock in my mouth, my mouth watering, the naughty girl in me took over after only a few seconds when i felt a drop of his precum fall on my tongue and that was it, i closed my lips around his cock and began to suck for all i was worth! An instant after i began to suck, i felt a sharp blow on my bottom, my Master had spanked me, for an instant i froze, then i continued, it was beyond me to stop, i just couldn't! My Master spanked me harder and harder, my bottom stinging and hot, his cock hard and seeping precum, what a dilemma i was in. Finally, i couldn't take the spanks any more and i feared that with the strength of them, i might just bite down on my Master's cock and that would be worse than anything, i reluctantly stopped sucking. All this happened in about 30 or 40 seconds, but felt much longer, i knelt there looking sheepish at what i had just done, and i looked up to my Master, he was smiling, he knew i couldn't resist and though i was in trouble, he couldn't help but smile at his greedy girl.
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