Some Changes on the Way...

So as i've said previously, i'm on the mend and things are as "normal" as they will be for awhile and Master has said it is time to get back to where we were before all the interruptions. i am back to my dieting, exercising, dressing properly, wearing my lock, with a slight change. Because i wear my lock to work and often have to walk in a fairly quiet place, you can hear the "chinking" of the lock on the rings as i walk. Now because the point of me wearing the lock is for me to be unavailable and not to get me caught out, Master has allowed me to wear knickers to work with my lock, or any other place it might get heard.
Now i have always had issues with my breasts, i really really dislike them, but Master loves them. i have often said, if someone had told me what breastfeeding can do to your breasts, i'm not sure i would have. But in all honesty, i would have, i wouldn't trade those close moments with my son, but i would change the effect on my breasts! i also know that the breastfeeding alone has not caused them to be the way they are, i have yo-yo'd with my weight since i was a teen. The largest i've been in my adult years is about a size 20 and the smallest, about a 9. So age, skin elasticity and countless other factors have contributed to it. But anyway, long and short of it is, the only time i can remember really liking my breasts was when i was breastfeeding and they were full of milk. They pretty much held their own and were known to pop a button or two.
A long time ago, my Master and i discovered that i still actually produce a little milk, even after all this time, i was surprised. At that time, Master decided i should try to re-lactate. i began trying to pump when possible and used nipple stimulation to try to get it started again, but nothing was seeming to work. Mind you, things always seemed to come up and postpone it happening, so we just let it go to the wayside.
In that last few days, Master has been talking to me about it and i am going to start over again. i have researched it and even without prescription drugs, it is highly possible. All you need is a pump and sheer determination. i am excited about the prospect of being able to lactate again. The thought of my breasts being milked by my Master, me being able to give him even more of myself makes me feel very excited about it.
Just when i think i have nothing more to give, Master always finds a way... smiles