Tuesday, June 7, 2011

Forgotten...

This morning Master and i got some time alone before i had to go to work, something we don't often get these days. i haven't been feeling well, coming down with a cold or something and with that comes feelings of sadness and missing my Master more than usual. i try not to let it get to me and just plug away at the daily things that need doing. But this morning, Master got my emotions soaring.
After putting my son on the bus, i readied myself for Master, waiting for him kneeling on the bed, naked with only my collar on. Master came on and was happy to see me there waiting for him as i should be. Master instructed me to get out the cock and my wand. He said i had forgotten just how hard i cum for him when he fucks me... he was right. First thing Master did was inspect me, again something we haven't had the luxury of doing in quite some time, yes he has been able to inspect parts of me, but not fully. i presented myself standing, hands behind me and was told to turn and to open my bottom for inspection, i do so immediately, Master was pleased and had me turn again and present my cunt, spread wide for him to see. Once completed my Master had me show him my feet, which are in better shape than they were, as i had worked on them last night and this morning...lol Now to ensure that my feet are properly kept, Master has come up with an idea, after presenting my feet, i must lick between each toe, if that is not possible because of RL, then i have to rub between each toe with my finger then suck on my finger. Well let me tell you that's a really good way to ensure one's feet are clean..lol
When he had finished inspecting me, he had me get on the bed and wet the cock and put the tip just at the opening of my cunt. He spoke to me reminding me of what happens when he drives into me, the fact that i cum instantly and that it happens no matter what, there has not been a time when he has done this that i have not cum. Finally, he said thrust it in deep, and i did, and i came hard. He had me withdraw it and do it again, and again i came, harder than the last time. He asked me to rate the intensity of the orgasm, it was at an 8 quickly reaching 9. He had me pull it out then begin fucking hard and fast, this sent my body into a non stop rolling orgasm, pushing the number higher and higher, it was most definitely at a 10 now. He smiled and said, now, you're going even further. Turn the wand on and put it on your clit and fuck hard and fast. As soon as that wand began buzzing on my clit, my world began to fall in on me, the orgasm kept building and building in intensity, the wand put on high, my toes began to curl, my legs shaking, hard to talk, it quickly reached 20. Then Master had me get on my knees, head down, fuck with the cock and hold the wand on low on my clit, in this position my orgasm continued on an upward swing, i could feel my Master behind me pounding into me, his cock filling me with each thrust, my muscles working feverishly on his cock, the orgasm squeezing him and making his fucking me even harder, now at a 30, i was turned around again kneeling on the cock and instructed to ride it. Ride it i did! i rode it hard, feeling the length of it entering me then leaving and filling me again. The wand on my clit making it ready to explode, it caused the pressure inside me to build fast and i was about to explode then given permission, i felt my body erupt and i gushed on the cock. i continued riding the cock, my body quivering, legs ready to give out, my mind not quite clear. my orgasm reached at least a 40! With that in mind, my orgasm scale is 1 - 10, so i need to "recalibrate" my estimation of them..lol
Master had me take the cock out and relax, let my body settle. It took a little while to feel like i was "back". Master there smiling at me knowing i remembered now.
i quickly got dressed and ready for work and headed out, feeling many things. i got to work and Master and i talked for a while, he is going away on Friday for the weekend, and i so wish i could go with him. He is not sure that he will have internet there just yet, so that has me feeling a bit hmm... uneasy, i hate not being able to talk to him, let alone not see him. After chatting for a while, Master asked me why i was upset. i wasn't sure, i mean i'm not really sure i was/am upset, i couldn't put it into words. Master, knowing me better than i know myself, had the answer. It was in part that i am simply just missing him a lot atm and the other part is that when i feel the power of my Master's love, be it when he is fucking me, whipping me, punishing me or making love to me, i get over whelmed and this time i think it was more because i HAD forgotten the strength of it, because life has taken over so much lately. 
Sighs... regardless of how it leaves me feeling atm, i would never not want to feel it, i need it, and by this afternoon or tomorrow, i will be feeling the joy i always do in the days following time alone with Master.

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