Wednesday, March 30, 2011

Introduction

Well, not sure exactly where to begin, so i suppose i'll just start.


my name is Pleasure, yes, an odd name, but it is my slave name, as named by my Master. i have been with my Master for a little over 3 years now and how my life has changed. i stumbled upon BDSM by happen-stance and when i found it, things in my life began to make sense to me, the way i had behaved and i began to understand what i truly wanted and needed out of life. i am 35, living in Canada, married with a child, and no, not married to my Master. my husband is quite vanilla though i think likes kink, a topic i'm likely to get into in another blog, but he is oblivious to my submissive nature, though he knows i do have an interest in BDSM and have shown him my Domme side. Yes i am submissive to the core and a slave to my Master, but in the time together, we have discovered i also have a Dominant side to me that likes to rear its head now and again. 
For those of you reading this that are unfamiliar with the lifestyle, you may find it interesting and or revolting at times, but what you must understand is that yes while i have chosen this lifestyle, it is more than that. It's what i NEED. i need to be controlled and understood and loved, no matter what or how horrible the things i may have done in the past. i need someone who will nurture me, guide me, love me, punish me when the need arises. i need to be able to be myself, without fear of being judged. i NEED to be owned. i was fortunate enough to have found my Master, and he does all of this for me, while asking only one thing of me... 100%. Easy enough... i thought...lol
Anyways, for those of you in the lifestyle or not, i hope you will enjoy reading about my journey thus far, i have thought that perhaps my blog should be called "The Diary of the Submissive Closet Slut"...lol seems fitting really, once you get to know me a little.
This blog is a task set to me by my Master, it is here for a few reasons, but most importantly, it is a record of me, Pleasure, of who and what i am.
As i sit here writing this, i am wearing clothing that my Master has approved, and this is done on a daily basis. Because of the cold weather, my Master allows me to wear pants, but soon with the warm weather, pants will only be permitted for certain reasons. i am wearing slacks, camisole, cardigan, bra, knickers (again only on occasion, normally not allowed any) , and my corset. The corset i am wearing is a custom steel boned waist training corset that my Master bought for me. It has been a while since i've warn it but am getting back into it, love the feeling of it on, but will take a little while to be able to wear it all day again.
smiles... well, it seems i have rambled on for a while. i would enjoy reading any comments you may have and also if you have questions, i am sure my Master and i can and will respond to them.

2 comments:

  1. I find it interesting that you say you "need" ttwd because that's something I have thought about extensively. Need and want are not synonymous with each other. And I have learned, that I need this too.
    Hope you are enjoying blogland!

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  2. Thanks for your comment lil, i'm sorry i have just noticed it... i am not yet blog savvy and seem to miss things, but am trying to figure it out...lol
    And yes, i too have learned the difference and importance of wants and needs, though at times the line between them blur... smiles
    i am loving blogland thus far and reading others posts as well, hope you enjoy my ramblings.

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